6.03.2009

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now, my mind is running wild. im the one having roller coaster instead. ARGGH! im lost n confused again. again. n again. what shld i do? where shld i go? when will it over? how do i solve it? who shld i face to? STRESS!! i seriously dont know what to do. things getting worst. life changed. situation changed. she has changed. evryone's changing. i dont wanna act like a bitch or even be one. coz i knoe im not. how do i mke her feel secure? i dont want her to tink that every words i said were just words and tot that she don't matter that much to me. again, I MEAN MY WORDS. bluegh! im just too tired now. shld i? shldnt i? i feel like gving up. losing someting or someone. OR EITHER EVERYTHING? if i were only given one wish, i would like things to be back to normal, where i can find my place to peace n be with someone of my choice, and live forever happily ever after. but somehow, i know, it wont be granted. so yeah. just keep wishing n dream on...

I may not get to see you
as often as i like.
I may not get to hold you
in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart i truly know,
you're the one that i love,
and i cant let you go.

I love you more each time passed.