Im just lost and confused. Wonder why could this happened. I love you more than anything else. Its just so hard, so hard for me to show how much i love u and how much i need u. I dont want to hurt you so badly with just these three words? "I love you". But it is more than just words. I said it cause i mean it. I said it cause i love you. I dint pretend that i love you. I dint. And i never lie. Why is it so hard for u to believe me? Why is it so hard for u to undrstnd? Am i being too much? Am i being unfair or selfish? Insecure? Im lost with my words. I dont know what else to say. Im sorry baby. Im sorry if i dissapoint u. Lies and deceits. Too many of that. Im sorry.
"Its frustrating when the one you love, don't trust you and you had no idea how to gain her trust back after the wrong you've done which can never be erased bcos it is already part of your skin." "I'm head over heels for you, love, so i'm gonna take this chance and trust you no matter what happens and no matter what i heard from people. It doesn't matter. Though i'm still feeling insecure. Bcos i love you like you love me, prolly more and i don't want you to ever leave me. I'm sorry if i went away for awhile and weren't there when you needed me." I love you, i really do. Trust me. Please.
superUTT.
LOST!
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Esvellino Eisaackiel; called UTT; and loving her to the fullest(: