1.14.2009
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Thing happened and i really dont know what to do. Im sorry for the bad thoughts i had on u. Infact, both of u. Im just so scared. Scared of losing both of u. Though i knew how bad u are but it doesnt matter compared to the friendship we shared. Cause i know, u can be trusted. But after hearing that from my own BF. Of course, as a human being, i do have feelings. I dint aspect u to do that. That is why it blown my mind away. Im sorry kakak for mistook u. Rin, when i say i love u, i mean it. Im sorry if ive hurt u in any ways. I dont need u to accpt me in ur life as im sure ure not prepared yet. I dont wanna be a substitute cause i know ur heart, ur mind stll for sumone else. I dont want u to accpt me just because i love u and i need u. Im sorry baby. Leave me or love me, u decide. I dont want u to regret later. Just keep this in mind, i'll always be here loving u till ever.
And to those girls. Stop it, will u?
1.10.2009
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HELLO!(:
Credits to my dearest son, PHYL for editing this lovely profile. ILY son(:
A very fucking tiring day. Woke up in the morning and went to work. Were late for 15mins(as per normal, i'll nvr be early:D). end at 5plus coz we told lijing we meeting our friends. Bought BEN&JERRY'S, that lovely icecream. And went off to myt our BF. Before that, went to Lot1 to buy contact lenses BUT we didnt saw any spec shop. Thanks to shaq for telling us that Lot1 gt plenty of spec shop. Then went off to myt BF at lakeside. She said she got things to tell/ask. Suprisingly, diff story exposed.........
"I WANNA SAY BIG THANK YOU TO THAT FUCKING IRITATING BUSTARD BITCH!! All this while i trusted u coz ure my KAKAK, but end up u betrayed me. Aper motive kao ny skg? kao knl knl kn aku ngan dye tapy dlm diam diam... PALE BUTO lar! Kao pikir aku aper? Selame ny aku percaye kao rupe nyr ny yg aku dpt? Sial. gnie masham pe kao treat aku? Kalau kao tao kao adr hati pat dye dan dye pon, kn senang kao tk yar knl knl kn aku pat dye. Skg ler aku da btol btol SAYANG pat dye, baru aku dpt tao kao bustard aku. Aku percaye kao sak kak! Apr yg '8 years and still counting....'? mane tu sumer? janjy kao sumer mane? kite knl da lame. 8 tahun sak. Bukan 8 ari tao. Sal kao nk kena uat aku masham gnie? Selame ny kao lar yg aku percaye. Sumer probs aku adr aku blang kao. Dan aku adr lar perh bodoh gy ngadu naseb pat kao sal DYE. ruper nyr kao lyn kn ajer. Patot lar ler aku suwo kao tnyr dye bout her feelings kao tk tnyr tnyr coz kao sendry adr ati pat dye. Walaupon aku tao kao PEMBUSTARD tapy sesungguh nyr aku tetap percaye kn kao coz aku tao kao tk kn uat aku gnie. Tapy laen aku dpt. U lose my trust. Please lar. Stop ur fucking behaviour. Stop being a fucking BITCH! and please, STOP GIVING HOPE TO PEOPLE! jgn maen perasaan owg. And to HER. Thanks for evryting. i wonder, whatever uve said is true or not. But secrets exposed. U betrayed me too. U cheated my feelings. U fooled me. I cant believe taht ure doing this to me. Take care by now. Hope ure happy with that fucking BITCH!!"
Sesungguh nyr aku seorang insan yg mempunyai perasaan. So kepade owg owg yg tak reti nk mengambil berat tentang isi hati aku. PLEASE GET OFF FROM MY LYFE!!! i dont need this kind of people. Seriously. Dan dalam list aku da takde KAKAK/KAWAN/CFF/LG yang bername S_ _ _ _ _, FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE BITCH!! Stop fooling arnd with my FRIENDS. they are loved by me. Both of u, stop giving false hope alryte? Whats goes around comes around.
*superUTT*
1.05.2009
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YOHA !
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